Living

To Be Wild

A slate-gray sky filtered out the autumn sun, the frigid breeze off the lake wisped around our skin, telling of the coming winter. We stood among the boulders and stones submerged in the wild river, observing. 



The river forged its path through the forest, along the steep banks and rock outcrops that resisted a millennia of urging. It had created a masterpiece, chiseling out a place that had held on to its wild character. 

A couple of canoes pass us as they head downstream.

A couple of canoes pass us as they head downstream.



Steep northern banks grew crowded shrubbery which foretell of the cold creeping along, infringing on the area. Yellows, oranges and reds weave within the base of the aspen stand, scarred white boles stand tall and straight, wearing the rustling leaves as golden canopies. 



Changing foliage is only half of the story, for a river always has two banks. Contradictory to the north bank, is the coniferous and needled south shore. Cedar, spruce and douglas-fir have grown into a dense shady grove lacking the light received on the opposite bank. Smells of tannins, rotting logs, damp moss waft in the chilled wind, creating a scent which leaves one feeling alive, wild and free. 

Catching fish between the showy banks.



To look down stream is to see the ideal picturesque river cutting through two types of vegetated banks, tall conifers occasionally bowing over the water, and white riffles converge into fishing holes one can only dream of. 



Shadows crossed the river bottom, oscillating in the current. Their source is as red as any color in the natural world, the soon-to-spawn sockeye salmon. Heads and tails a rich olive green, united by a body that is as red as the blood within your veins. Soon these well-travelled salmon, after swimming several hundred miles to this body of water, will spawn, die, and leave only a genetic map for their young to follow. 



We trod along the faintly beaten path, crossing patches of sand and mud. The stories told from footprints tell of a busy shore, not of fishermen, but of varying creatures. Bear prints are familiar tracks I recognize, but several other toed creatures have scampered along this communal trail as well. 



Solange gives a quieted shout to grab my attention over the slight rapids “Tyler, Look! There’s a beaver!”. My gaze wanders around the waters between her and I, but I see no beaver, only partially submerged rocks. I soon realized that a rock had eyes looking right at me. I glanced over the beaver initially because I thought it would be shy, rather than three meters away and still swimming towards me! As quietly as it appeared, Canada’s largest rodent submerged and swam a rods length away from me under the glassy water. 



Dusk was approaching, highlighting the golden aspen tops on the adjacent bank. It was time to go. Returning to the communal trail we trudged up stream, over fallen trees and danced across narrow ledges above the water. 



Now sporting our sweats and sweaters we drove to a nearby lake in search of a campsite. The forestry road carried on and on, through private holdings in the provincial park and fire scars that crested the horizon. Our transportation had all of the sudden metamorphosed into a North American safari. A black bear stood up from the roadside shrubs leaving five meters between our wheeled encapsulated box and itself. Turning a corner we spooked a lynx from the gravel and into the bush, when we inched toward where we had seen the large cat, it remained just off the road, crouched down and stalking some unfortunate critter. We sat for a few minutes watching the rarely seen creature as it would alternate between a stalked crouch or a sit on its haunches. One look back at us and it methodically sauntered into the thicket of devil's club. 

The Lynx Idles. Photo taken from the road, hence the lovely pink ribbon and stake.

The Lynx Idles. Photo taken from the road, hence the lovely pink ribbon and stake.




Waves lapped the lake shore being pushed by an evening breeze. The moon was full, occasionally shrouded with clouds and slowly rising above the mountain silhouettes. We were warm in our sleeping bags and homemade fleece liners, discussing the day's events and the events that would follow tomorrow. We had decided to call it a night, roll over and get some sleep. As if the scent of our comforts had drifted away and into the meddling minds of canines, a wolf howled into the lonesome night. “Did you hear that?!” I whispered. “Yeah” Solange replied. Our silence was punctuated by another howl, whether a response to the first or repetition of the first, I am unsure, but at that moment we felt as if we were in a truly wild place. 

Full moon rising on Borel Lake, BC.

Full moon rising on Borel Lake, BC.




Four-Wheel Drive

Time had warped in front of our eyes, wrapping us up, twisting us around, and around, around, around. Wednesday. The first time in weeks neither of us were subject to morning commitments and we could embrace a slow-paced, mid-morning meal. 



The eggs sizzled underneath the clear glass lid, yolks resisting the urge to cook. The fragrant smell of baked sweet potatoes and rosemary filled the basement suite. A Sunday breakfast was soon to be ready. Although, as said before, it was Wednesday. 



Coffee sat in the french press, yet to be plunged, there were two minutes left to steep. Accompanying the coffee were two glasses, apple juice, forks, and an arrangement of cacti. My wife sat at the table, patiently waiting while conjuring thoughts of productivity that would surely consume the day. 

Our assortment of cacti and succulents.

Our assortment of cacti and succulents.




Eggs were laid upon a sweet potato base with a final addition of crumbled feta. Bon Appétit. A moment we had, unbeknownst to us, been waiting for. Casual conversation covered topics including, but not limited to, plants, cars, bikes, houses, jobs, chores, gardens, podcasts, woodworking, sewing, and tea. 




The “chores” conversation most relevant to the day ahead, resurfaced like a buoy in a maddening storm. 




“We should probably….” 

Back to the depths with yee!

 “I want to clean…”  

Oh no you don’t!

“Let’s make a list of to-dos”

Ooo, a list? Okay.




The list, like a beanstalk, grew and grew! Oh my, how tall the list became, it felt as if I was climbing it with my eyes! Soon our 3x5 page in the notebook was nearing capacity, I feared that the day would last forever with such a boundless list. 




But! With the two of us, we surely can complete all these tasks!




Far from quickening our joyous pace of breakfast, we resumed our casual conversations and dropped the tasks of the day. Then, without the slightest warning, the garbage truck scooped up our neighbor's bin and dumped it with horrifying shaking and thrashing. 




“At least our bin is safe under the stairs” we telepathically gloated…




SHIT! 




Our can is under the stairs!

Glass recycling, garbage, recycling, deposit cans, non-deposit cans - under the stairs.

Glass recycling, garbage, recycling, deposit cans, non-deposit cans - under the stairs.





 It had been a couple weeks since our last garbage day and there was no more jumping in the bin that would allow for further household disposal. It was, in the full sense of the word, glutted. 





With the speed and agility of a starved leopard, I lept to my feet and towards the mess of shoes coagulated at the front door. My feet, lacking the usual socks, could not quickly slip into any proper shoes. In addition to the lack of socks, who could spare the time to lace up shoes?! 





The garbage truck passed by our house. The neighbors’ bin to the east now suffered the same fate. A ruthless inverted shaking saved for only the most vile of bins. 





Suddenly, my eyes looked upon the choice pair of shoes. Crocs. Light, airy, easy-on, and, in case you were wondering, Four-Wheel Drive. I flipped back the four-wheel drive mode and knew that I was in for the race of a lifetime. As I burst through the door I heard my fretting wife say “There’s three weeks of garbage in there! It’s too heavy, you’ll never make it!” Stopped in my tracks, I turned “I’ve got to try!”. 

Four-wheel Drive crocs.

Four-wheel Drive crocs.






The way I handled the bin, spun it around, and began to push made me feel like a country swing-dancing star, as if all my disorderly dancing had led up to this point. With the bin in front of me, I sprinted down the middle of the neighborhood street, hoping that the driver of the garbage truck would spot me and, out of sympathy, stop. 






The universe had aligned! The intermittent dumpster that was fed the household bins was full and needed to be purged into the rear of the massive reeking vehicle. The garbage truck stood still, as did time. Swerving, breathing heavily in my unscripted, breakfast-interrupting sprint, I pulled up beside the operator of the vehicle. “May I?” I wheezed. A silent, but reassuring nod gave me the go-ahead. I wheeled the bin to the side of the road and stood back. The hydraulic arm clutched the bin, inverted it, and shook madly as if garbage had been packed down over a period of time….The empty bin returned to the pavement, unscathed.






I stood by my loyal garbage bin as the garbage truck passed by and continued gorging on neighborhood bins. Grabbing the bin by a handle, I casually strolled back towards breakfast. My head held high, chest puffed out (most likely a recovery tactic), and triumphant as ever I returned the bin under the stairs. 






I entered the house to resume, what had been, a lovely breakfast. I slipped off my crocs and returned them to their casual walking mode, making sure to appreciate their diverse uses. “If it hadn’t been for crocs and four-wheel drive, I’m not sure I would’ve made it” My wife rolled her eyes, her disgust for my shoes not quite hidden. “Come have a seat” she sighed.






That’s exactly what I did.

Emptied out and back home.

Emptied out and back home.

A Summer’s Tomato

It is not early when I awake. The sun shines through the slits in the blinds, a lawn mower works busily in the distance. It is summer and everything is busy. From sunup to sundown small motors whine as they carry out their tasks. Trucks passing by with cords of wood preparing for winter and young families stroll the sidewalk-less streets admiring homes. There is one resident at this time of year who hides away under green leaves.

A grape tomato beginning to show it’s true colors.

A grape tomato beginning to show it’s true colors.





Seen in nearly every garden around North America, is the Tomato. Whether they’re grape, slicers, cherry or heirloom they are surely there. Growing sloppily and overburdened by their fruit, the tomato plant reaches out, looking for support. In our garden rather than finding support, the tomatoes have become supports for our volunteer beans that magically arose in abundance from last year's wayside crop. There are three varieties of tomato in our garden, each ripening at it’s own pace.

Unripe tomatoes promising a worthy harvest.

Unripe tomatoes promising a worthy harvest.






The cherry tomato ripens first, marble ball sized fruits ablaze with reds and oranges. A slow second to ripen is the grape tomatoes. Oblong fruits not much larger than the tip of a thumb emerge among the foliage, mostly unnoticed. Yet to show a trace of red are the slicer tomatoes. The bulbous fruits weigh so heavily on the plant that they are practically growing among the shaded cucumbers as they rest ever so slightly above the soil. Surely they will be rich with flavor.

A bounty of slicer tomatoes yet to ripen.

A bounty of slicer tomatoes yet to ripen.






There is a pronounced punctuation to summer. An ode to the sun, the transformation of soil, and gratitude for abundant watering that occurs daily. The Harvest.






I pour my morning cup of coffee as I have so many times before, the bands of steam swirl, promises of an awakening. I shuffle about the house collecting odds of clothing to wear for my first outing of the day. Composed of my fading T-shirt, sweats and garden shoes (AKA knock-off crocs) I collect my coffee from the counter and head towards the garden for it’s daily inventory. 






Reaching over the wooden gate, I flip the lock up, entering the backyard. Here is where all the magic happens, three garden beds expanding with life grab your attention. What do I notice that’s different today? I think to myself as I near the garden. 

1 barbeque, 2 canoes, 3 garden beds.

1 barbeque, 2 canoes, 3 garden beds.






The peas are tall

The flowers in the far corner have bloomed, a delicate display of white flowers. 

Oooo, Look at this! Beans! 

And, peering into the depths of greenery, red tomatoes! 

Peering into the garden depths, tomatoes are ripening.

Peering into the garden depths, tomatoes are ripening.






I reach into the crisscrossed stems, waiting for contact with the round body of the tomato.






Hmmm, nope, that's a leaf….Ah! Oh, wait, that’s the stem...annndddddvoilà!






I grasp the red tomato and pinch it off of the plant. It’s fruit is a gift to me. I take a moment to appreciate the small fruit in my hand. It feels a tad dusty, but ultimately smooth. I twist off the remaining stem and toss it back into the garden. Nutrients for next year. The deep red color is fiery in my hand, veins of orange hint at it’s latest outburst of growth. I gently wipe the tomato on my shirt, removing the dust from the glabrous skin. Raising the delightful little fruit to my mouth, I take a second to savor the smell of the summer tomato. 






There is no other smell like that of a summer’s tomato. It is the trademark of a successful summer garden, perhaps the climax of a gardener’s summer. The smell can be described as grassy, a bit earthy, and occasionally sweet. Whatever it may be, it is fantastic. There is no other time of year when that precious smell occurs, unless you change hemispheres of course. It is a moment I look forward to annually. A celebration of summer that has been warm and bountiful, a reminder that fall is soon to come and the smell of summer will end. 






Before I bite into the special fruit, I enjoy the smell one last time. Popping the tomato into my mouth, I crunch down. There is no replacement for such a bold tomato flavor, just off the vine, the quality exists in no store. 






Fortunately for me, I have plenty more tomatoes to pick and summer carries on just a little longer. 

A day’s harvest.

A day’s harvest.